oh ma gad two posts in two days, new record.

 

saturday. somehow feels like sunday.

 

I've always felt this need of D O I N G things every day, and if I don't drag my ass out, to meet friends or whatever, I somehow fail myself. however, as I laid in my bed today, all I could think was 'no, I am gonna stay here, and I'm going to close my eyes as long as I want to, I'm not going to stress out over the usual,' and it somehow worked. a day with no plans, and it feels pretty good, to be honest. 

 

so here I am, with my laptop, in a small and cozy café (with aircon), and spending time surfing the net, reading interesting things, listening to mumford&sons, watching a couple playing with their small puppy. everything about it is relaxing. 

 

I can't even remember how to write a proper blog post. there's so much happening inbetween them, I forget everything I was supposed to mention. but other than the fact that I am basically living in hell (humid nights, no aircon or fan), things are pretty decent at the moment. I've gotten some ideas of what I would want to do in the future, which is a huge step, and it feels reasonable. I live in the city of my dreams, I have an amazing job, an income, great colleagues, a place to stay, loving friends and parents, I am healthy, what more can I ask for? when I get angry or upset over small things, that is what I have to stop and think of. things could obviously be worse.

 

within one week, two close friends from Australia will have moved here. in 5 days I get my salary, thank god. in less than a month, I will finally see the American Idiot Musical (need to buy ticket when salary comes, remind me). in 73 days, mom (and sofia, for one day) will be here. in 92 days, dad will hopefully visit. bella is planning on spending christmas and new years with me.

 

I love looking forward to things like these.