Amdy -

내가 제일 잘 나가 ; -

I'm coming home

tell the world I'm coming home.

2011-11-17 @ 21:45:56 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

tonighttonight ; -

big bang officially introduced KPOP to all of the world with winning the award for worldwide act, the first korean speech in EMA's history. it's a little funny how this kind of thing can bring people together. we all have our favourite groups, but when one of them is taking on the world, we drop everything and support them, even though we don't have their songs on our playlists. it's almost like a family. a guy named silas explained it pretty well;

"Man, K-pop fandoms are just like siblings. We fight 98% percent of the time over completely stupid shit, but when one sibling needs support, all of the civil wars come to a halt, and everyone is supportive. And by this time next week, we'll be stealing each other's hairbrushes and tattling on each other again."

it's not a thing that everyone understands, because it's different for all types of music, but I like this side of KPOP, the supportive one. this group dominated the tweets for the EMA's, and MTV hardly gave them any cred for it at all, only showing the numbers for justin beiber and lady gaga, but hey, people are afraid of what they don't know. maybe this is the start of an new era for KPOP, or maybe it didn't make much difference, but it felt good to be united about something for a few hours.

2011-11-06 @ 23:43:44 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

itjusttakessometime ; -

I don't know how I did it, but I managed to figure out how the app 푸딩 카메라 (Pudding Camera) works. everything is in korean, other than a few exceptions, but there are many ways you can guess how it works. this is one of the settings you can use, and there are a lot of other cool ones. will use it as much as possible from now on.

12 more days in norway. I work 5 days this week, which is what I was hoping for. lucky me. plans are coming closer, things I've set up to do. but one step at the time. tonight it's the EMA's and axel and I will watch while jonas tries to sleep, ᄏᄏ.

2011-11-06 @ 19:51:02 Permalink english Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

allIwannadoisfindmywaybackintolove ; -

it took a second for me to realize the fact that money doesn't really matter at all. I've been stressing here and there, pulled my hair out to try and make some sort of budget for the end of this year, and I am just so fed up with it all. things sort out, solves themselves, eventually, as long as I won't be left in the dirt by those who are supposed to care. I don't have to worry too much, right?

2011-10-30 @ 16:57:34 Permalink english Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

wouldyouholditagainstme ; -

everything seems to be working against me..

2011-10-25 @ 21:06:28 Permalink english Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

l.o.v.eisjustanotherwordIneverlearnedtopronounce ; -

instagram is my only friend a night like this.

2011-10-15 @ 22:58:04 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Ican'thandleyofaceeeee ; -

2011-10-11 @ 22:21:12 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Ihaveplantedithere ; -

I don't know what I should update about. it's just this feeling of walking around and waiting for something new. waiting for that interesting culture I long for, just waiting. I just realized that december 28th is going to be 5th time I ever visit China, even though the 4th was just a long stop at the airport in guangzhou. it feels great. I feel lucky to visit this country so many times, a country some people only dream about visiting someday. the city below is my favourite. there are so many things to fall in love with, so many places that feels like home.

I wrote to eleonor the other day on facebook. she's the girl standing with her back towards the camera on the balcony. one of my friends had seen the photo and asked me when I got a tattoo, and I told eleonor that I would never get sick of people not being able to tell us apart. it was the same in china, we were told all the time that we looked exactly the same, and that it was extra difficult to tell from far away. even her sister mistook me for being eleonor a few times in gothenburg. those are some of the best compliments I've ever gotten, because eleonor is so beautiful and graceful in my eyes. she answered and said that one of her friends had said there was no way eleonor and I weren't sisters. I miss eleonor =/

but back to reality, this week I work as normal, 5 days work, and hopefully I can get away to umeå on saturday for a birthday-party, and hopefully this will be my last week in sweden for a while.

2011-10-01 @ 16:24:28 Permalink english Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Iknowwithyouit'sjustwonderful ; -

this is how it looks. I will leave sweden on the 27th of december, and will be in the loving arms of sofia and sara the next day. for some reason I had more butterflies in my stomach when booking the flight to stockholm, than booking this trip. maybe it was because I finally decided when I would actually leave home behind. now there is simply no turning back.

2011-09-27 @ 00:24:21 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

leadmetothetruthandI ; -

will follow you with all my life.

2011-09-12 @ 00:04:19 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

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let's just take a moment to relax.
disappear for a while.
bye.

2011-09-07 @ 01:50:09 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

youbetterrunrunrunrunrun ; -

I have gotten nothing done today, and in 30 minutes another night of work is waiting.

2011-09-03 @ 18:26:20 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

ain'tnothinggonnabreakmystride ; -

why I hang on tumblr.

2011-08-29 @ 23:15:27 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

allthesingleladiesallthesingleladies ; -

there used to be a time when I thought really much of what people thought of me. I was seeking that acknowledgement in everything, and the feeling that I knew what I did was good. it started with how many had subscribed to updates on this blog, and then how many followers I had on tumblr took over. if I had lost a subscriber, or follower, I instantly felt bad about myself, since that person suddenly found me to be a boring person, or whatever reason he/she had. I had obviously not done a good job at pleasuring this person's need for entertainment.

but I've changed my mind. I just did. it hit me like I-don't-know-what. I am moving. I am following my dream. I can start over, and this time for real, and somehow be the person I truly want to be. somehow that makes me think that subscribers and how many followers I have doesn't really matter to me anymore. through tumblr I painted up an imaginary life, one that I wanted to live.

and now I'm going to live it. far away. in seoul. of course you are more than welcome to come and visit me, I'll gladly take you to namsan tower, so that we can look at the city lights in all of its glory, or maybe the shopping centres of dongdaemun. and then, lastly, we will walk the streets of hongdae, in the middle of the night, and listen to happy street musicians, sing, dance together, maybe even find ourselves some jazz. this is the seoul I know from last time, and I hope it's going to be the seoul of my future.

냉면, naegmyeon, cold noodles. what you see in the water is actually ice, and before eating, you cut the noodles with scissors, because, y'know, it's easier. with it you eat pieces of meat, as you can see. it's a really smart meal for a hot summer's day.

떡볶이, ddeokbokki, and other kinds of korean street food. it's spicy rice cake, and costs around 9SEK to get on a plate. as you can see, it's a very social way of eating.

I have no idea why it became about food just now. maybe it was just something I wanted to share with you. of importance or not, you decide. tonight has not really been of importance at all, and right now I'm wondering if I should just go to sleep or let my creativity flow. after this weekend I know one thing for sure though; biased or not, there's no way you can deny that cho kyuhyun really can sing (,nor that he looks freakishly good in eyeliner.)

2011-08-29 @ 00:59:02 Permalink english Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

theytriedtomakemegotorehab ; -

"Yonsei University (연세대학교; 延世大學校) (Korean pronunciation:[jənseː]) is a Christian private research university, located in Seoul, South Korea. Established in 1885, it is one of the oldest universities in South Korea, the top private comprehensive university in South Korea, and is widely regarded as one of the top three comprehensive universities in the country."

source; wikipedia.

2011-08-26 @ 01:56:23 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

there'snooneintownIknow ; -

the most relaxed weekend I've ever had, I think.
with a good friend, good music, tea 24/7, a beautiful city.
blurry pictures to describe it.

2011-08-24 @ 15:57:24 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

don'tcallmynamedon'tcallmyname ; -

my iPhone is cool now~

2011-08-12 @ 19:08:15 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

noonaneomuyeppeo ; -

I feel it. it's closer than I'd have ever thought. I just sent in the last email and payment before they apply to the school for me, and I will know within two weeks how things have worked out.

I spent the evening working, smelled like a sandwish when I went home of course. then I remembered that I had my amazing onepiece lying in a box somewhere, so that became my outfit. somehow I took a trip over to sofia's place to make a copy of my passport for my application. so kind of her father to help me with that. but sofia and I somehow got stuck talking, because suddenly we have so much to talk about. the life we're leaving, the life we're going to live, the plans we're making, how nothing will probably never be the same again, but we can be cool with that. it's amazing how we've grown from our trip, both in our different ways. I will always be grateful that I went on that precise trip with her.

let's not get sentimental, a good weekend is ahead. I have work for two more days, then there is a birthdayparty, a sort-of-reunionparty, and lasty a reunion that is the coolest so far this year. daisuke is coming to sweden!

I know I think I'm ready I think I know I'm ready I know I think I'm ready I think I know I'm ready.

2011-08-11 @ 00:24:39 Permalink english Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

awarisdeclared ; -

what the fuck is going on...

2011-08-09 @ 01:43:30 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

superjuniorintown ; -

let's cover the world in sapphire blue.

2011-08-07 @ 23:44:27 Permalink english Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

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